dear diaree.
haha yesterday i received the most beyootifullestest moomoo in the world. he measures 43 cm tall and 71 cm long! giggles. his name is doofie. and the most amazing thing is that i never expected it and had half-heartedly accepted the fact that i will never get such luxuries. it was one thousand percent amazing and i am so sorry that i was in such a horrendous mood the night before.
you may laugh, but i love stuffed toys. whats more a moomoo.
dear lord thank you ever so much for blessing me with a newfound friend & joy! please, please keep me focused for the exams. i am ever so grateful, syukur alhamdulillah!
i miss the gang. shik, dewei and i were jst talking last night. it's been over a year and so many things have happened. it's kinda like FRIENDS. we met, some liked, some loved, some didn't, some lost. and now.. i don't know where the group of us stand. i remember last year we were always by the sides of those taking their o's. i'm not bitter or anything, it's jst tt some of us are taking our o's this year.. and that love isn't here. the saddest thing is, i think to some, da gang meant nothing at all, or perhaps little meaning. i guess we were never tight buddies as a whole, and i don't expect us to be, we're too large a group. but i do miss the mutual understanding there was and the knowledge that there's always one of da gang who will send you home/make use of your free incomnig/reply your sms/meet you if you're in a shit mood/wish you happy birthday.
life's like that isn't it? we love and lose. but i wish that we all (myself included) can find it in ourselves t be mature enough to be there for each other. some feelings are hard to erase, and they don't deserve to be. every second that has happened shouldn't be ignored or shoved relentlessly into some unforgiving cob-webbed corner, but instead polished and placed gently like a trophy. i was running through my inbox and laughing fondly at all the moments i've had. i'm really blessed. now if only all those people will still be friends...
shoutouts:
dewei - you know you're number one!
kurt - ahahahs. this feels good (: i had half less bed space but a lot more huggable material.
en qing - hahahs you're so dear thank you for letting me gush!
marco - hmms. yeah wells. you know we've been through a lot.
sharky - hahahs mann i know we'll be okay (:
rena - so how was sat! haha. dont become bimbo please. you know i love you, toona ass your l1r5 was amazing i have your report book. hugs
siantzu - giggles I FEEL A GOSSIP SESSION COMING ONNNNN.
retha - woooooman so how was your birthday?
ruth - AHAHAHS I GOT STORY! (: lit session coming soon.
nikhyboy - ahhh babe, i is missing you.
marcus - your jacket!
selvam - hahahs YOU ARE A SUPER DONG CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY!
jas - smiles. i hope all is alright btwn us drama buddy. CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY!
michelle - wow, we've really drifted havent we. ah wells. CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY!
mwen - babyyyy i always see you my BOO. sniggers. PLEASE COME ON TUESDAY
shik - hey man. i know you're there for me. i is here for you too! CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY!
dora - sugar sugar BAYBEH CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY!
maomao - AHH I IS WANTING T HEAR A SONGGGG. SOMEONE TELL MAO BOUT TUES!
yings - hey you. i hope everythings okay in your world. PLEASE COME ON TUESDAY!
kylee - i wish you all the best whatever you decide. PLEASE COME ON TUESDAY!
naddy
~it has been so long since we have talked
i hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cos what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep them in your heart for always
you made me believe
that i could do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
i'll remember you.
__SMILE (:
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